The thing that stands out the most to me about my scz is that it is full of logical fallacies. The voices are full of logical fallacies.
It is almost like the more I research and write on the Trivium and Quadrivium logic, the more I have a kind of zap gun so to speak. I’m only saying a zap gun in metaphor not in reality. Let’s not get confused. hehe 
It is like getting a zap gun that I can use to zap my voices with. The gun gets bigger and bigger as I research the T&D more and more, and the speed and rate of zapped voices increases to as the days go by.
So one of my biggest pet peeves about the scz is that it makes me feel what I don’t want. If I didn’t feel what I feel when the voices happen, then the voices wouldn’t even matter. If the voices didn’t matter, I would not even be impeded, frustrated, nor my life totally derailed as it had been relatively for a long time.
With this “T&D zap gun” I want to call it I zap the logical fallacies about my voices and my scz delusional thinking as well mind you, and viola!!! The damn feelings that I hate about scz are suddenly “lifted.”
Have you ever had a real, big, bad scab on you, and it hurt like the dickens for a long time? Eventually it healed and healed, so the pain receded. It was such a relief when the pain was mitigated enough that you could basically function but not yet fully function.
That feeling I used to get when I could peal off the scab, and it would almost just fall off is what that T&D zap gun is like. Again I am only referring to “zap gun” in a metaphor for explanatory purposes. Hehe
And the skin under the scab was kind of tender and new. It was more moist than my other skin. It was a feeling of renewal, and there was nothing to be careful about in that area of my body because it was fully healed. Because before I would have to be very careful about what I would do around that part of my body.
Having scz is a lot about being careful around a wounded part of myself. What many if not the majority of people can’t understand about me or scz’s in general is that an scz can be a contributive and rational member of society while having to be careful about that “scz” part of them. To most people that person being careful around their “scz brain works” seems irrational and like “magical thinking” or buffoonish. They don’t see a physical wound. They just see what kind of logic a person is using to arrive at what they say, do, and how they behave in general, so to them the scz is broken because they can perceive a “broken logic.”
But have no fear, folks. People have been chastising and shuttering people because of their beliefs for ages and ages. They will say that because of your beliefs your logic is broken. This is nothing new, and our scz logic is just another one on their list. It just so happens that we scz’s are a minority of the shadows, so of course in the way of the world we get pushed away, shuttered, and chastised much more than other groups’ ways of thinking. But it’s always a conflict about how people think or an ideological battle between collectives.
So given that that is the way of the world we must figure out the safest solution especially as scz’s.
We must find logic and the basic measure and functionality of reality both through the Trivium and Quadrivium which I choose simply because they teach this very simply making it very easy to understand.
And then we need the logical fallacies.
Again the answer to why we would ever need these is because the world is full of ideological conflicts, and as scz in a minority as well as in a kind of psychological state of being wounded we need to be able to zap through the ideological showdowns that we will encounter…
…both with our own voices from our own minds and from other people.
That’s the state of reality I have been in as an scz. I’ve been at odds with the beliefs of others of all kinds, and I’ve been at odds with the beliefs of my voices. Regardless of my voices being only a function of my unique psychology without any external inputs causing them, they are an ideological force to be reckoned with.
And the T&D tool and knowledge of the logical fallacies works both in the ideological conflicts in the real world AND in my own labyrinth plagued by voices. It is freedom. It is the keys out of the prison for my mind. It can be for you too.
And most of all I should say that these are important defenses against the arbitrary conflicts about ideologies for any person not just an scz person. This is just as important now as it was thousands of years ago as it be in millions of years no less.
