I know I’ve always had this disease.
Me too, since childhood I was in prodromal stage.
Should have left Israel at 18.
Always thought we were born with it, I was always different as a child, got punished a lot
e(Y)e Didn’t Hear a Voice til
e(Y)e was 6,7(OR)… ,
SO Long Ago ,Un-Fully-Sure
(by) (tha) (way) ,
If You Having Trouble With Food , THEN GO WITH CEREAL ,
and a v(Y)d to Brush You Teeth With milk
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,https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcASPx3-HuI
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I had psychosis very rarely as a young kid once or twice a year. It just felt like my emotions were magnified, mostly negative emotions like alarm and anxiety. That’s what psychosis feels like to me now too, so I am able to deal with it better than some who are completely consumed by delusion. Maybe my childhood psychotic auras prepared me for my adulthood as an occasionally psychotic schizophrenic.