As a schizophrenic, I find thoughts in my head that don’t feel like my own thoughts. It feels like conversations with people other than me. I am on medication, but sometimes I still struggle with symptoms, and the meds can bring a really bad experience of lack of motivation, feelings, and love for life. I wonder what your thoughts are on this illness?
I was diagnosed by a psychologist who claims that it is probably related to marijuana, and it triggered somewhere in my 20s. I have been on meds for around 20 years.
I could say I have recovered but not to an extent for complete recovery. But I could say I have got better.
I can’t even imagine what a wrong thinking causes and impacts. I am scared to go back to wrong thoughts.
Only thing is meds and good thinking is all I need.
Plus company is a must just to talk. The shocking truth I feel is idle mind is really a laboratory for evil works.