Scared I might flip out at the doctor

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I’m seeing the doctor today to hopefully get my meds.

I’ve been without for three weeks.
I’m frustrated, scared, stressed, and hella symptomatic.

I’m afraid someone will end up hurt if I slip into psychosis due to lack of meds.

I’m also scared that, in case he denies giving me a script today, that I will have a complete breakdown in his office and get dragged to a hospital, or that I’ll come home and then eat every pill in the house.

I’m trying to stay positive, but my head keeps replaying how the scenario goes if he says no.

I’m really scared and at my wits end :confused:

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The doctor should help you. I think they have to deal with a lot of ■■■■ sometimes.

Just be as honest as you can be to get what you need to feel better

Wishing you best of luck today!

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Be calm and get what you need. It works. Mental health professionals don’t need the drama at least out here…I hope you get what you need and make sure you’ve enough meds to get through.

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Maybe you’re catastrophising. IDK. I have a appointment tomorrow at my GP office for blood draw and worried I’d express my anger in a bad way, anger from isolation. I think that it’s better to not prepare too much. Goodness is spontaneous. Use your words, like say that’s outrageous instead of doing something you regret. Tell them how you feel.

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Tell us how it goes.

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