I dont know what to do. I’m actually ■■■■■■■ scared of my own brain. Is this even possible?
Sometimes I feel just want to lay down and die.
I dont need help. I need the right meds. I go outside, I go for walks, I go to therapy, I converse with people, I volunteer and help, I do plenty of good.
What do people do when they dont know what to do?
It feels like this is karma for all the bad things I’ve done in my life.
Life goes on I guess …
Is it weird that i want to pet your avatar?
Anyways, why are you scared of your brain?
It’s hard to explain. Maybe I’m over medicated, maybe I’m under medicated. I dont know.
When do you see the doctor again? Do you plan on telling them?
I usually keep a log of what goes on with me to tell them.
I have. He recently put me on Clozapine. I just have to wait it out and keep taking my meds. I was thinking of getting rid of my AD as I feel it does nothing .
@anon21561657 I’ll mention it at my next appt, thanks.
I’m sorry you’re scared. I’m scared right now too. It’s hard to think clearly when you’re emotional. I know what you mean when you don’t know what to do about meds - am I over or under? It’s then that we must put our faith in our pdocs experience, and that’s terrifying because it seems like they aren’t paying attention half the time. But you’ll get through this, and to a better place. Just try to stay calm for now. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
Thanks @Leaf 151515 you too in regards to your situation. I hope you and your husband are on good terms about the whole thing. May you feel comfort and peace.
Thank you so much
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