We have Oreo ice cream sandwiches in the freezer. There are two left, and I desperately want to eat one of them. But I’ve already had one today. I feel so conflicted. I want to be nice to Mr. Star and leave one for him when he gets home in the morning, but I also want it all to myself. Star Sister is probably going to eat the other one when she gets home.
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I want to be around people, building myslef up to some mad frenzy, then i get around them and dont say anything.
I don’t want to talk about it, but today sucks. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
On the upside I finally got all three stool samples for Little LED collected and turned in today. That was oh so much fun. It’s sad in it’s way, but she’s getting really good at giving stool samples, so at least that made it easier.
Mr LED is playing d&d or with his friends all night, so I’m home alone with Little led until midnight or so. Hopefully I can handle it and don’t start getting scared.
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Hi LED. Sorry to hear that you’re feeling a little scared. I know that’s no fun.
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Hugs. I hope your bad day gets better.
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Thanks you guys. I just have to make it a few more hours. After I can get little LED asleep I can cuddle up in bed and pretend nothing is real.
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Trying to choose a mood app
Just got back from hanging with friends. We went over to a friend’s house and watched Disney. I’m not sick anymore but I still feel weak. Diet and exercise are just not going to happen today. My parents will be home late which actually makes me feel kind of lonely. Going to eat mochi and maybe do a walk and watch more Amazon Prime. The weather is mild right now, so it’d be really nice to go to the beach one of these days.
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I’ve been sick with a cold since Monday evening. I saw the doctor Tuesday. She tested me for Flu, and it was negative. I’ve been staying home resting since Tuesday, me temperature is down from 101.4 to 99.7 today and I’m feeling better. I think I’m going to go stir crazy staying at home for 7 to 10 days though.
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I’m too old and bitter for this ■■■■.
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I feel that, homegirl.
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■■■■. I slept all the way til 10pm. Took my meds. Going back to slumber. Hope y’all have a goodnight. Rox
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I just ate quite a bit of food and it is going to throw off the whole week of dieting. Even worse, I do not want to work it off today. I am low key having waves of sadness for some reason. Last night they were low key suicidal thoughts. I don’t think I have depression. It feels like something else like low blood sugar or tea withdrawal or thyroid problems or something. Don’t know what’s causing it. I’m also not feeling that social and almost left my friends early.
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Why can’t I see the music thread when I come on this forum unless I click on my profile history?
Feel very anxious this morning
I’m going out to eat with my grandparents today, and afterwards, I’m going back to their place and staying there until tomorrow. I’m really looking forward to it 
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I worked all night, 10 pm to 7 am, was so tired when I got home two hours ago, but now I’m wide awake. Damn these messed up sleeping patterns of mine.
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Sounds like you’ve really been struggling. I know it gets rough sometimes but hang in there. Hope things look up for you soon.
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just chilling with a pot of coffee. my friends wedding is at 3:30pm so 4 hours away. I already showered, just have to put on some nice clothes. it’s perfect weather for a wedding, not a cloud in the sky. temps are only in the 50’s though. looking forward to it continuing to warm up.
have massive anxiety about the wedding, mostly the reception. I wont be dancing but there will be dancing. I struggle to socialize, small talk isn’t really my thing. mostly im just going to show my face so the bride and groom know I attended. hopefully they have one of those books people sign so that they know who came.
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