Say anything X is for Xestentialism

Lol. My “vicky” is a condescending cow as well. lol :smiley:

Its great that you have the insight to recognise they are not real tho. Many people dont - and thats what puts them at risk of secure units.

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I hope it works out well for you man :slight_smile:

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Cheers mate. Sorry if was a bit blunt the other day. I can be an arrogant sod sometimes and get on my soapbox lol x @daydreamer

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Good day everyone.

Lazy Sunday today, as every other day. I’m listening to Dokken.

It’s -4°c and the sun is still up.

I hope all is good!

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Have to take the package to the post office

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Still selling bits online then? Sounds good.

Ya mostly clothes I don’t use

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Vinted? Thats what the sister uses over here in uk. If you do it right - you can make quite a bit of coin. She one for trawling all the charity shops, buying stuff for a quid and putting a mark up on it lol.

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I got a really nice coat recently, it looks awesome :slight_smile:

it’s really cheered me up. My coat was £14.50, levis were £14, cap was £2.50. resoled my shoes £30,

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Not that one. A finnish site

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Ha. I gave my tenant a bollocking last night on a voicemail (i was pissed off anyway) cos he was playing loud music. Hes just wired me 2 rents in advance - with an explanation he had relationship troubles and hit the beer.

Begged me not to serve him notice. The sister wants too.

Little Git. Told him i will let him off, if he buys a bunch of flowers for the neighbour and lays off the loud music.

He aint bad. Hes basically a 60 year old hippy. I even let it pass that he smokes a bit of green in my property lol.

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just got up and drinking coffee…leave for church soon…yayyy

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I wish someone had took me seriously earlier

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I’m going to a support group now.

On tuesday I have an assessment for counselling… Super excited!!!

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hope its a fruitful meeting for you

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Today I’m going to church then taking the dog to get her toenails clipped. Last night i went with a few friends to a double-header basketball game at our local university. Our teams suck but it was fun and, best of all, i won a free pizza at the game! I also asked for the senior admission price and they gave it to me without asking for identification. It was nice hanging out with friends but it was exhausting being around all those people for so long.

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I just phoned up the Lead Verger at my old Cathedral funnily enough. I wanted to pay a visit to see how the Choir is getting on these days - and sit in on a practice. The rehab team suggested it last week - saying it would be positive for my mental health lol (?). I dont know about that - but it will be nice to reminisce.

Years ago - i had the Bishop bless my flat. (With a large donation to the Prebendal School lol) .

I dont know - im sort of concerned it will activate my angel delusions.

That place has got a very special place in my heart. It was from a time when i was young and innocent and happy lol. Long before my brain decided to be an arsehole.

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Idk what counts as a delusion? Is paranoia a delusion?

Yes why there is a doubt ?

Im no doctor - but paranoia is usually down to a lack of self esteem or past trauma. When you have had a stressful event in your life - it trains your brain to act differently. Its your bodys way of defending itself to a perceived threat. And then you learn to have mal-adaptive thoughts to normal situations.

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