You seem calmer since taking the cann. Job
Are you in a better frame of mind? Or am I dead wrong?
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Yeah, Iām definitely much better off with my current job than I ever was at the gas station. The gas station job was terrible for me, nerve wracking.
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Iāve noticed that too. You seem to be in a better mood most of the time as well. Iām happy you got the job.
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Holiday Monday here. I will spend the day at the other computer doing accounting, so sad but has to be done
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Have a good day at work!
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up for another day, got up early this morning, 6am. i decided not to sleep in anymore, going to try to get up by 7am from now on, as i donāt like being awake half the night anymore. anyways, i readjusted my schedule to fit everything in, get 4 hours of reading time a day from now on. i have a lot of things i would like to read about. i think im going to order a book once a month. my book collection will slowly grow haha.
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Morning everyone. Awake about 430am.
Did a dumb last night, ate too late and had some acid reflux in the night, kept urping up in my sleep. Woke me up multiple times in the night.
Tums, tea, music, and my cuddle corgi. She hasnāt left my side since I got home yesterday. I should post a video of how she is when I get home, she screams and howls as loud as she can, peeās herself with excitement, kisses so hard she grinds her teeth against, she loses control. Just so full of love.
Not sure what today brings, will see if my mom needs a hand with anything. Gonna need a nap later. No appointments, no real end goal other than to survive.
Be safe tribe! Wishing everyone well!
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Thinking the IRA arenāt controlling my mind as much as I previously thought. They can read thoughts of course but Iām not sure if they are inserting thoughts or scenarios into my head. Surely the voices wouldāve got louder by now and they also left me alone from December to February when I was on the bike. My main thing is that they donāt want me exercising and change my mind each time I think about it. I have a lot of descent towards them for that, but Iām not for sure that are actually doing that. My main things is also that I have a whole team of people responsible for what I think and and do thatās pretty unsettling and it was Anthony who put me forward for it.
Is it possible that this forum is run by big pharma and the mods are actually corporate suits with only a profit based objective?
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Thank you! They turned out pretty yummy 
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i doubt it =p 151515
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Do you own or rent your house?
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Iāve been sitting and doing nothing for a couple of hours, unmotivated. I finally just got up, shaved, brushed my hair, and put some deodorant on. It wasnāt too bad doing something.
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Yes. I cash my checks and flaunt fat stacks. Iām so rich from being a mod that I have a gold toilet and bidet.
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Well, a couple of weeks ago I committed to going to group therapy Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. It looks like Iām going to have to force myself to get up and go tomorrow.
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Bank owns most of it.
I have a mortgage.
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I really believe the IRA are making me insult them. They keep implanting thoughts In my Brain to insult them, I donāt think when Iām doing it (thatās how I know) and regret it after. They confirmed il be in the programme for life, probably control the voices and my lack of exercise as well as everything else
so i decided i want no part of new england, too cold, and doubtful i would fit in. im thinking about savannah georgia again. i may try to get a cheaper med and go back to work. right now i canāt afford to lose my medicaid because my meds are pricey. i could potentially work from age 40 to age 65 somewhere. will probably go to community college, will just pick a subject, the clock is ticking on me, it seems a little foolish to go back to community college at my age, but im delaying going back to work for awhile. i will just go locally, because i donāt want to move and rent a place, also my local community college has online degrees, but im not that interested in all the degrees they offer online.
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They just implanted a thought saying āthought policeā and I googled it and it happened to be related to George Orwell who @Steven1 suggested I look up. That user is part of the programme