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Streams back on on Netflix.
I swear if all these fights end in decision I’m gonna shoot my foot.
My fault everyone. Thanks for another SA thread courtesy of @pintac
Deja Vu
Weird guys
Sorry I didn’t get back to you sooner. All is well.
How are you?
Take care big guy.
Well, I’m on 10 mg of Zyprexa. I feel the effects. Doctor (NP) might want to add “samidorphan”.
He mentioned going up on the dose. The Samidorphan (I think) is supposed to help with weight gain. My blood tests are bad. I already am obese, have high triglycerides and bad cholesteral.
I’m on 20 mg of Trintellix and it doesn’t seem to be doing anything at all. I sleep 12 hours a day.
That’s all I’m taking. Sometimes, I rather just sleep than wake up anymore. It sucks.
Overall, I’m doing better. I’m now in the present. I’m less delusional. The voices are gone or the noise in my head is too. I had intrusive thoughts or inserted thoughts I think for a decade.
I also believe I have memory issues due to schizophrenia. Over the years, I developed intense hallucinations while sleeping or dreaming at night that I mistook for reality, I guess. Like vivid nightmares. I haven’t had them for a while.
I didn’t really hallucinate until a couple years back, I think. I always (usually) denied hearing any voices for years I think.
My negatives don’t really bother me anymore. I’m a little more stiff now and slowed down.
I think I’m my own worst enemy.
Overall, things are improved and I’m a little more optimistic.
I was mainly delusional and non-functioning for years. I had a lot of delusional thinking or a thought disorder. Now, my head is clear and I can see that I am a nobody, below average, and I feel like an idiot, pathetic, and stupid. It’s not all bad, I guess. I don’t have any skills.
Now, I’m just dealing with reality, I guess. Sometimes, I feel like a waste of space.
It’s actually not a bad thing to blend into the background like my friend once told me. I felt paranoid for the longest time. Like I stood out in society or the crowd, I guess.
I had a lot of weird thoughts and ideas (delusions) over the years that scared and bothered me. Now, I try to keep them to myself. Now that my head is clear, I can work on my health better and perhaps move a little forward in life.
I can see the impossibility or extreme unlikelihood of my thinking or delusions.
We live in difficult times (or at least I do).
Glad you are doing better @tony1969
Keep letting us know how you are doing.
That emote is a burrito
That’s my bad bud.
Sorry.
Ehhh no worries
A burrito is a rolled up quesadilla, duh.
Q is for burritos hehehe
I wonder what’ll happen with the drs appointment this week. Will they be able to resolve my situation quickly or not.
A new delicious slice of fiction by yours truly!
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They had the manchego and the horchata… All that was missing was the salsa
Q for burritos
I just got through watching “Cholo Zombies” LOL!
OMG this movie was awful. Total Z grade production. Looked like they shot it on a 200$ Walmart camera.
…that they got for $10 at Goodwill. Now I must watch it. I just re-watched Night of the Creeps.
I looked it up but what in plain English is a Cholo?