I have to stop gaming and pornography.Today,life with gaming and pornography is bad
Allergic reaction to bee stings sucks! Iâm all swollen, red, itchy and in pain. Itâs spreading!
Iâm upset. I put on 100grams over the past week. Iâm on a diet and I thought I had stuck to it pretty well over the past week. Alas, no good news.
Take benadryl! Have you seen a doctor?
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do you weigh at similar times? cause a glass of water can make that difference alreadyâŚ
My book âbeing soberâ says Benadryl is considered a no no in sobriety. Weâre thinking about going to urgent care unit soon. And getting a shot.
Yes I weight myself Monday mornings soon after Iâve woken up. Itâs a bummer but all I can do is try harder.
Antihistamines can save you from an anaphylactic reaction, which can be fatal.
I donât want to interfere with your sobriety, but if youâre having an acute allergic response, itâs worth making an exception for.
I have serious allergies, get shots a couple of times a month. Please be careful with yourself.
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Is this a new bee sting? I thought you had mentioned in another thread about getting stung a day or so ago.
Either way, if youâre showing an allergic reaction and itâs getting worse, you should consider getting it checked out at urgent care. Allergies are nothing to mess around with.
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It was yesterday morning. It says the peak reaction is 48 hours
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I took Claritin,itâs non drowsy antihistamine
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They try to guilt us into thinking we are the reason the earth is dying, meanwhile they make it nearly impossible to function without doing so, and make it illegal to live off the land and without their rescourses. Itâs all bullsât.
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Ha its all one big long winded jokeâŚ
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time 4 rouletteâŚ
1 pm and I got nothing done but play on the computer and I have soooooooooooooooooooooooo much stuff to do 
Sadly they have outlawed slavery and when I was 18 the Gals would come over and cook and clean for me, LOL world goes to hell when you get older!!! LOL
trying to read/focus but my voices are extremely annoying today. I know whatâs causing themâŚall I can do is try and ignore them the best I can right now but jeez, I canât do anything without them saying Iâm not good at, Iâm wasting my time, Iâm already reading this so therefore I canât start reading thatâŚI think of myself as an aspiring writer, but sometimes feel Iâm limited on what I need to know to get a great story out. I want to read some books I bought on writing dialog, and maybe one on outlining but the voices tell me I should know thisâŚmy head is just so messed up right now it sucks.
Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, thatâs alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, itâs all goodâ
It didnât slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look Iâm still around
Pretty, pretty please, donât you ever, ever feel
Like youâre less than â â â â â â â perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like youâre nothing, youâre â â â â â â â perfect to me
Youâre so mean (so mean) when you talk (when you talk)
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices (change the voices) in your head (in your head)
Make them like you instead.
So complicated,
Look how we all make it.
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
Itâs enough, Iâve done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
Iâve seen you do the same
(Oh oh)
Pretty, pretty please, donât you ever, ever feel
Like youâre less than â â â â â â â perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like youâre nothing, youâre â â â â â â â perfect to me
The whole worldâs scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and we try, try, try but we try too hard
And itâs a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause theyâre everywhere
They donât like my jeans, they donât get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?
Oh, pretty, pretty, pretty
Pretty, pretty please, donât you ever, ever feel
Like youâre less than â â â â â â â perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like youâre nothing, youâre â â â â â â â perfect to me
(Youâre perfect, youâre perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like youâre nothing, youâre â â â â â â â perfect to me.
Iâm not surprised
Not everything lasts
Iâve broken my heart so many times,
I stopped keepinâ track.
Talk myself in
I talk myself out
I get all worked up
Then I let myself down.
I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility
And I know someday that itâll all turn out
Youâll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid, that Iâll give so much more than I get
I just havenât met you yet
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
I might have to wait
Iâll never give up
I guess itâs half timing
And the other halfâs luck
Wherever you are
Whenever itâs right
You come out of nowhere and into my life
And I know that we can be so amazing
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility
Mmm
But somehow I know that will all turn out
And youâll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid, Iâll give so much more than I get
I just havenât met you yet
They say allâs fair
In love and war
But I wonât need to fight it
Weâll get it right
And weâll be united
And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility
Mmm
And someday I know itâll all turn out
And Iâll work, to work it out
Promise you kid, Iâll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get
Oh you know it will all turn out
And youâll make me work, so we can work, to work it out
And I promise you kid, to give so much more than I get
Yeah I just havenât met you yet
I just havenât met you yet
Oh promise you kid
To give so much more than I get
I said love, love, love, love, love, love, love
I just havenât met you yet
Love, love, love, love, love, love
I just havenât met you yet
Ive been for a dip.
Was called in to work today because some one was sick or away.
But as i sat in my car ready to drive to work the shift was cancelled last minute so went for a dip instead.
Not been for a dip in a while was refreshing. Not to cold for me.
A man I knew used suffered from severe depressions amoung other things and he would always feel wonderful and so much better after he had been for a dip.
Used to go to local lake where used to live. When it was not winter. Was another countryâŚ
He also used to swim in a pool at a aquatic centre.
Nice to get out of apartment.
Spent all weekend indoors.
Hope youz are well.