Yes this is a new thing for me but I get like this now. Sometimes I throw up having anything in my mouth
I’m nervous about demons following me again, since I’m dead in an afterlife .
Do angels ever follow you?
Can you channel the demons?
No I cannot and no never angels
Maybe reducing stress will help if meds dont? Did you try Clozapine? Its used for treatment resistant sz.
I find my 6mg Risperdal pretty effective for me. I take 4mg at night and 2mg at 2pm to avoid blood level drop of the risperdal.
No haven’t tried that med. My abilify shot is late I’m getting it tomorrow
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Haha 
. You tell ‘em ! They should know not to mess with you!
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Haha @Loke I got thru to the chemist and they delivered them from their other branch. It was my seraqoul. 25mg and the 300’s lol.
I was about yesterday sweet. I saw you post then in other topics just didnt reply lol.
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Hooray 
!!!
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Council just turned up to put new smoke alarms in all the rooms lol. Told em to take the masks off, ive had both jabs anyway ha.
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Figure it’s grass mowing day. Takes me at least an hour. There’s a lot of grass on this farm
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Will be 36 c here today 97f 
we never see such temps, crazy times
In other news, was funny a spider was wondering around the news room, the weather gal was quite worried about it, this morning 
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Well gotta go help my dad around the farm. Time to get yelled at. He yells at me all the time
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Someone took my lunch again, and HR is like "just put a stickynote with your name on it 
"
Who on earth steals the ugliest sorryest lunch in the fridge?? Why steal from someone who clearly can’t even afford toppings? It was literally just buttered toast!
Now my bloodsugar is getting low and I won’t be home for several more hours.
If it wasn’t an express ticket to unemployment, I would steal from the self-serve snackmachine.
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Just cleaned up my room and the kitchen downstairs. Trying to make things nice. My mom isn’t walking much/her pain is increasing. So Im making her coffee a lot and trying to help out as much as I can. I hope she doesn’t end up in the hospital, but its looking like she isn’t going to come out of her treatment-resistant thinking/a complete switch. I keep blaming myself, but my brother says not to blame myself. When I left home she got even worse/wouldn’t even talk to anyone/my dad becomes the enemy. I hate this illness so much, I hate that it turns me into someone who is bitter/distrustful. when I prayed about it–I sensed that God told me I needed to forgive my dad even though our fights hurt so much. So I forgave him, and I think thats better than letting the past tear at me, and I know he’s trying to change/fix things. work on his anger. Its going to be difficult with him trying to quit smoking/and getting me to stop smoking too…but I need to quit or it could kill me.
@Pikasaur sorry that someone stole your lunch. That’s messed up…you should make a fake lunch and put some kind of surprise confetti or something to catch them. I’ve seen people do that on youtube, with people who steal mail.
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TRIGGER WARNING EATING DISORDER
Hm what did I do today.
I have been binge eating.
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Hey brothers and sistas!
I’ve been up for a while. Just been listening to music on my headphones.
My only plans for today are to exchange some shoes for a pair I liked more.
Hope you all are maintaining well! Hugs!
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