Went to talk Thursday, she wants me to take 600 mg of seroquel, preposterous, she kept referring to command voices as we talked, perhaps paranoia is off the charts, have adjusted to this new reality, couldn’t function on 600mg, would be a zombie so perhaps it’s too early for that
Medicating to the point of being a zombie is ridiculous, they dont understand sz. If they did this practice of medicating to uselessness wouldnt be the norm.
Agreed, not going to do that, she said she wasn’t trying to have me hospitalized which has been a concern for me, still don’t believe her because they are capable of deceit, it’s like a chess match, or Checkers or connect four, haven’t played the game for awhile so we gotta be careful
Ir might help you then again it might not. Only way to know is to try it’s better still than clozapine
They have put me on a lot, was on geodon for a long time, risperdal, zyprexa, it’s hard to tolerate, next visit will see if she can give a lower dose, that was the first time i had seen anyone in three years so it was difficult to focus, thanx to Patrick and cb brown who helped last week, the waters were rough