Results from my (legal) cannabis use.
I live in Canada where the recreational and medical use of cannabis is legal.
I did the following experiment without guidance from my psychiatrist and I continued my normal maintenance level dose of Abilify.
My experiment:
I live with schizophrenia, diabetes and chronic pain due to a spinal injury. About a year ago I decided to try cannabis to manage my chronic pain which was not responding well enough to pain meds even though I was aware of the warnings of cannabis use possibly triggering psychosis (delusions and or hallucinations).
Over the past year I experimented with different methods of getting my THC dose - smoking pipe, edibles, bonging and vaping - and different doses. There was also a period initially of just getting used to the effect of being under the influence of THC at different dosage levels. Over time I learned that smoking weed using a pipe was too harsh, using a bong delivered too much THC too fast and using a vape at a medium heat setting was just right.
Using any method of getting my THC dose, the pain relief was fantastic. The impact on my diabetes was nil. After about a month of heavy THC use with either a pipe or a bong I developed delusions which lasted for a few weeks until I reduced the THC dose, got more sleep and then developed insight.
Using any method of getting my THC dose my negative symptoms and anxiety were significantly improved. Occasional suicide ideation stopped. Laughter and humour and a range of healthy emotion replaced my emotional flatness. I also became much more mentally active and found myself listening to music, reading, interacting with people and learning much more.
For me, and this is personal, the net benefits of using THC with a controlled dose method like vaping far exceeds the risk of psychosis which isn’t as destructive as negative symptoms or suicide.
Antipsychotic medication and psychedelic substances such as cannabis (THC) affect people who are living with schizophrenia in different ways.
For me, for now, cannabis use helps me a lot.
I realize there is a lot of opposition to this and people are entitled to their views but it has helped me considerably.
Interested in feedback, comments…