Hello again, I’ve been lurking here for a while, guess I should update my journey. I’ve been hospitalized about 4 times this past year. My diagnosis went from ODD (oppositional defiant disorder) and now Bipolar unspecified (Bipolar but not meeting all the criteria). At first I was really suspicious of my recent diagnosis because my mood swings are really subtle or don’t seem like typical mood swings. I know it isn’t the same as schizophrenia but it really helps to be on this board. I hardly experience depressive episodes, but I tend to get really manic ones which can give me paranoia and negative psychotic symptoms. It feels comforting to have a space where my psychotic manic episodes are understood and met with compassion, or not feel “crazy”.
Thanks for listening