Really going through a lot

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There are some really disturbing people in my neighborhood that say they get inside my mind/ body and they start laughing like it isn’t a big deal, and I feel so overweight and like my hair is getting thinner because of someone causing this to happen but I don’t know who. The voices I hear also are mostly celebrities telling me that I’m not pretty and they are not treating me so well but I d

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don’t know why. I really need someone’s help because they are affecting my appearance and my mind. I don’t know how they do this. I used to have better hair and body. I don’t know why they are so cruel. I was walking today, and I had some women laugh at me. I must look embarrassing.

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I am sorry to hear that. I hope you will get better. I am a little bit more stable these days. So you can get better too.

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That must be very uneasy things to handle. Especially talking to self is hard when physical meds take a toll.

I am almost bald and losing hair. Then I decided to shave my head and get it tattooed. Unfortunately I have my people who will not allow all this.

But for sure before I dead I will get a tattoo on my entire head.

Please don’t talk harsh toward self.

You are beautiful I have seen you with the shades.

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Thanks @Mentality. I can’t wait for you to get your tattoo. I guess all I can do is not to think about it too much. I have these problems usually later in the day.

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I do feel the same after a long day.

I feel so low some days I feel the only one who thinks I am handsome is me alone.

Then when I did not find anyone after 33 year then I started to believe I don’t look good like the rest.

But no one cares too actually. I don’t have the looks or the brain. But when I saw one of my parisher she got some kind of condition the entire body had boils.

I was thinking she was in the church from childhood very devoted and I started question why her.

Life is all about obstacles it’s not like the movie where there are happy ending but we can derive a happy ending because we are the editor the director and script writer.

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