Evil voices say “die, die, drop dead”,
all the time.
Cameras are watching constantly.
People around are soulless robots,
philosophical zombies,
actors.
I’m in the matrix, SIMS;
Truman show about my life.
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I take benzos all the time.
They calm me down, but mind
is still in confusion, voices don’t get better either
I also feel like I don’t exist.
No body no mind
Good to hear from you! @Om_Sadasiva
Too bad about the voices and all. Seems like meds don’t help you like they should. Are there any other meds you could try? Also did you ever try niacin supplement? I might have asked you this before. I have been taking niacin 500mg daily on and off. It does make a difference to quiet my inner dialogue.
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Maybe it’s this time of the year,
that I get vulnerable to psychosis.
No, i haven’t tried it.
Does it really help?
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It’s worth trying. It helps some people. If you stay within safe limits which is max 500mg daily there is minimal side effects, except your skin might flush for up to 1 hour after taking it. If you go above 500mg daily there is a risk of deteriorating the liver. But yeah, I would at least try taking 500mg daily, then you will probably get a idea if it’s helpful or not. It’s not expensive either. At swansonvitamins you can get 250 capsules for under 10$.
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So i was hearing voices speaking about
borderline self root type a, b, c.
Type c is mixed, both good and bad.
Type c I also found in dialectical materialism.
I feel crazy these days.
That’s why i came back in this forum, for support.
I tried Facebook sz pages but they don’t care
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My brain is lost. It’s not in the skull.
Who is smoking when “I” am smoking?
Whose hands are these?
I don’t understand anything.
In my humble opinion,
the most schizophrenic symptom
is confusion: inability to think
Om youre back! I dont have the capacity to read much im sorry but are you ok
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I also hate the confusion. I get it really bad too.
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Confusion and inability to think straight,
having crazy thoughts and sensations popping up etc.
These are the essence of sz, in my opinion
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All of those things have gotten so bad for me its undeniable that i have sza now. Before it felt a lot more mild.
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Yeah, me too.
I had a month of peace but
now it’s all back
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One warning sign for me is
inability to read. I read very much,
but yesterday and today i couldn’t touch the book.
I was in a state of utmost despair, confusion.
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That is definitely a warning sign for me too
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Welcome back @Om_Sadasiva !
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Thank you, my friend.
Anything happened while I wasnt here?
Nothing that you havent heard before. Just lifes general ups and downs with all of us.
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