Someone yelled at me I’m going to shoot you in the head towards my Apt door. He says it’s all in my head. I hope so. Which is it feckers? I’m enjoying ice cream before it happens. Need to face up to being a speed bump all over tunnel light.
Someone insane, who knows I went out with someone 6.5 years ago, threatens me. I should go to the police. He keeps lying about me, if he gets reported as a sex trafficker, he’ll have all kinds of problems.
I really don’t know what to say other than if he said he didn’t say it then he probably didn’t you have a tendency too hear things that aren’t there so did I a lot before I got on haldol
I really do hope you can get the voices and paranoia under control
I used to hear my moms voice telling me to kill myself a lot it wasn’t true that she said it I was having psychosis
Did you ever try inositol or niacin? Inositol helps my ocd thoughts. I was without niacin for a while and felt my mind go rogue on me. Not voices, but silly thoughts and semi-unnacceptable behaviour, like making inapropriate jokes at work. Took it again today and feel more collected.
I use 1 gram of inositol daily, and 250mg niacin. Inositol is very safe. It’s widely used as a fertility aid for women up to 2 grams daily among other things, but some studies say it’s good for ocd. Niacin can possibly damadge the liver at high doses. The upper tolerable daily limit is 1500mg. But 250mg is well below this, so should be pretty safe at that dose. Initially a doctor Abram Hoffer believed niacin could cure schizoprenia. This idea has been disproved, but from personal experience I will say that it is a helpful aid that possibly could lessen symptoms, at least it does for me.
You could mention them to your doctor at least and see what they say, although some doctors dismiss all supplements, others believe in them to a extent.
Idk if that will help because I’m gonna be honest it’s your brain playing tricks on you
I’m hoping your doctor or therapist figures out what’s gonna work to help you because the way you struggle seems like hell
You deserve to be happy psychosis sucks these symptoms you appear to have are rough I haven’t gone through them in years but I have and I really empathize with you