Hello, I am new to the boards. Just wanting to say hello and hope you are all well. I was diagnosed schizo affective and deal with many of similar symptoms I have read just browsing this forum, and am currently on medication, 15 mg of zyprasidone twice a day… keeping myself distracted, trying to talk myself out of ‘delusions’ that other people are talking to me through thought and sometimes seeing visual hallucinations though not as often as before.
Suffering from telepathy which I have been told is a hallucination shared only by myself which I tell myself to even stay somewhat remotely sane yet I do not believe ALL people are. I certainly cannot hear or read anybodies thoughts on my own accord. I have conversations or will have thoughts that feel ‘placed’ I guess this is thought insertion, manipulation, but in reality it is a hallucination only I am experiencing. So I tell myself… and I have proven many times people cannot, then other times they literally seem to say what I’m thinking out loud… I rationalize this as my connecting dots which create a delusion.
I’m not trying to write a book, (at least not yet) I just wanted to say hello! Be well friends!