Can You please decribe your symptoms?
hey,
I’m schizophrenic.
1% of the population is diagnosed.
I’m seriously suspicious of these requests and find them hard to deal with.
Why do you need to know if you don’t know?
Shenanigans??
Rogueone.
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See my post “my experiences (unique?)”
Going in and out of lucidity in my head,
Halluicenations of specs of color out of my eyes, and the world is like a weird demented colored playground trip
"thought broadcasting"
Continuous perverted and blasphemes thoughts about religion.
Intrusive thoughts about anything.
Delusion of reference, etc.
Thoughts could jump to Thinking about the “bigger picture” to your dead relatives talking to you while you jack off
Lack of cognitive abilities,
Emotionally dulled and disturbed/broken. drained of all want to live or do anything.
A shocking and deep agonizing pain in my head, like shoe laces squeezing my brain in tight spaces that never stops.
A completely deep ponder, etc.
2 lines of thought in my head,
A never ending maze of agony to get back or out, doesn’t happen.
Probably 50-100 different things i could have put on this list
Insert your experience here_______, i and others probably have experienced similarities, something I learned through nami and here
It’s all just a wicked imagination though.
I gotta say, This place is a unfanthomable mountain compared to when I was well,
I’m learning the hard way that even if your spirit prevails, the rest can die, and whether this is too high or low, a bunch of rocks in your face, keep running the race nada nada nada
When I’m not on medications, I experience auditory, visual, olfactory, gustatory, and tactile hallucinations. And these are all mostly very unpleasant, bothersome type hallucinations that are of a constant variety. I also experience constant mindreading paranoia and paranoid delusions. The mindreading paranoia is called: “thought reception”. I also experience delusions of reference of the grandiose variety. These manifest in the form of direct communication from God Himself. I experience delusions of reference even while on medications. I can experience great periods of sadness that can culminate into suicidal ideation and even attempts. I have experienced periods of great euphoria and also irritability, anger, talkativeness, argumentativeness and sleeplessness. I have sza disorder as I can be psychotic when my mood is euthymic, (normal).
To be brief , hallucinations, delusions, thought insertion, paranoia, depression, anxiety, sensory hyperstimulation, flashbacks, intense irritability, suicidal thoughts, violent/disturbing intrusive thoughts, dissociation, lack of motivation, lack of concentration, no energy
I have major depression w psychotic features and ptsd. If you want me to give more detail I can but it could get pretty long.
Pretty much when I’m not on meds life feels like climbing through a cheese grater.