…forgetting you have sza and feeling like you want to stop treatment because you’re well . Like you’re supposed to enjoy being well but can’t reconcile it with having to take meds or having sza
I feel sad that I can’t always enjoy being well. I miss the excitement of psychosis and the company of the spirits and the power I felt, but I don’t miss the distress.
Maybe I should …ahhh I don’t know…drive fast and get my adrenaline up lol!
I hear you mate. The shocker comes when all your “theories” and beliefs turn out to be a load of old delusional bollox cos you wasnt medicated properly.
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Im not intoxicated . It was an anti drug story i dont believe drugs are good for mental health. You misunderstood. Possibly i worded it wrong. Im logging out. Im bored im going to wikipedia weird stuff. Peace
I wasnt even the one that flagged you, but I agree with flagging. I don’t think both mods are wrong.
No discussion of drugs and alcohol except in a recovery context. Talking about how you stay up and drink beer is not compliant with a recovery context.
Anyway…another rule is that if you disagree with a mods call to pm a mod about the disagreement, to not start an argument on the public forum. So I wont argue with you further.
Yes, its a catch 22, “recovery from sz” is a joke, you have to take medication for life. I would like to call myself recovered, but its more of psychotic free time.