I was doing a stressful course which I didn’t like.
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Could be.
I was crazy way before I got to school,
But when I did,
Geez,
Things got worse, fast.
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I think in all likelihood I would have gotten ill anyway. The stress of the course didn’t help, plus the weed I was smoking to try and de stress had an impact too.
My university years were a perfect storm.
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YES,
I relate so much.
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I can relate to this thread. I was already very sick. High school was hell to me but I stayed in my safe zone no one bothered me. Then I went to college started smoking Pot and drinking. No one would leave me alone. Every where I walked people would single me out and start talking to or about me but I was so psychotic just drove me nuts.
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I was very ill in college.
Had to drop out eventually.
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When i was 19 i just was drunk. They put me on medication. Well this is the hangover of a lifetime.
30 years later i managed to be treated by a gp only and got out of the mental health system. Of course they take all the credit. I am to much of a rebel. Glad they got enough of me.
These days the outcome of my first admission would be total different. I am so angry. It seems we wasted 30 years.
@anon84157300 I got out of the mental health system many years ago too… I used to call myself a maverick mental patient. .But I couldn’t exist with meds. I’ve tried enough times to know.
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They didn;t let me go. They hassled me. Psychiatrist got authority here like a judge. They can put you in locked ward and medicate without trial. I waited for the right moment to escape that all.
I was pretty stable acting. - over a long stretch.
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I am not a violent person. I don;t use swearwords. Its just my looks are primitive, solid build. I get judged by the cover. I got diagnosed what i said. My truth. And they don;t like it. Jesus got cruxified because he claimed to be god. Mental illness can;t be diagnosed by a bloodtest or such.
I think that when you get sz you get a new body and that new body is like a body that every szphrenic has. Its not a body you born with. And its not …well nobody is born with it…its more like a prosthesis.
Szphrenic got it cause people would have energetic sex with them everywhere on the street that ends with death.
Now the future szphrenic saw it coming so they threw out their first chackra and said…eat this m.f. …and then the sz prostheses was formed. And the dangerous enegry intercourse ended.
Yes medication is playing with chakras. Instead of healing the chakras and put them into balance they alter them. I know a little bit about it. But its not classical medicine or scientifically proven. Maybe the mental health professionals have to make more experiments. They got plenty of volunteers.
Putting myself through college was high stress and I am sure I got sz from having too much stress after college too…there are no other schizophrenics in my family…it was environmentally induced.
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I did well in college. Wasn’t ever really stressed about stuff like that. It was a breakup, no sleep, and Adderall that did me in.
Of course I’d never be able to go back to college now. Now it would be too stressful.
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Yea me too. Definitely one of the stresses that caused my mind to break down
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Me too, @GoldenRex.
I was very ill in college too and I should have dropped out. I’m sure glad I didn’t though. I would be in a terrible position today if I had, I think. Providence was looking out for me, I guess.
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I was fine in school. The people I had to work with triggered mine. They always try to force me to be around sick people
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