i was mentally disabled as a child with apathy, depression, suicidal thoughts, etc and i hated being a child.
i was mentally disabled before drugs but drug use made it come out more and made new symptoms surface.
a friend of mine i had said if you are going to take drugs you have to have your sh it together with who you are and etc.
i suspect i was injected with a drug without my consent by a boyfriend or guy i was seeing.
i took drugs willingly such as pills or snorting powder but always said no to injecting needles.
i was passed out one day by some drug and maybe weed and have a memory of something sharp going into my arm and after that i was f u c ked and hospitalised for the first time.