- Still have feelings
- A bit “hollow”
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I think my feelings got switched off at around 16. And I’ve felt a bit hollow ever since.
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I think my feelings got switched off at around 16. And I’ve felt a bit hollow ever since.
I still have feelings, but the AP has taken it to a lesser level. My feelings are running at 20% capacity or something. I know, because I switched to Latuda for a short while before I had to go back to Olanzapine. On Latuda I could feel a real lot more both good and bad. it was like I had not been in touch with my own feelings on olanzapine.
i actually have feelings but ive been hollow. in my 20s there was just pain. feeling pretty good emotionaly now.
The meds dampen my feelings but I still have emotion.
Most of the time I’m a bit flat that’s all.
My emotions are alright. Sometimes a little strong, sometimes a little dampened.
My emotions range from content to discontent — calm to terrifying
“The flat effect” is the probably the most prominent negative symptom effecting me. I’m not totally devoid of feeling but I am a bit flat.
I met a woman on Bumble and we’ve been out a couple times. We’ve been talking for months. Anyways I told her all about my psychosis, meds, everything. I told her about negative and positive symptoms and she said she noticed the flat effect a little in me.
I still feel deeply from both ends of the happy and sad spectrum.
But it’s still not the same as before.
My mum used to tell me that I need to be in a mental hospital cos of my angry outbursts. And my hyper outbursts.
That was before I took abilify. And was diagnosed. It used to upset me that she said that.
I think it’s nice to feel deeply. It feels like life.
I’m hoping I can get on wellbutrin this month and it will make me less flat. Fingers crossed
Im very flat and running on empty in autopilot it seems i don’t feel much
@everhopeful is it normal to feel like this?
That’s why I did the poll, to find out. It seems really common from the results.
To many feelings man !
I can laugh and maybe cry a bit but it feels forced or fake. Mostly I feel very flat
I think after years of suffering you have to be thick skinned.
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@everhopeful recently I came off one of my aps and like the flood gates were lifted my emotions came rushing back to me. I was beyond overwhelmed with all the things I haven’t been feeling for the previous years that I have been on meds and I was unprepared to handle it all. I didn’t realize how much the ap was dampening my emotions.
It seems like sz/sza illness results in dampening of emotions hollow feeling its really awful. I dont know the meds might not help with it or make it worse i dunno. I can’t come off meds though or i will be really messed up
Are you still on ap? What med do you take now, mind me asking?
Are you still numb im just wondering if it makes any difference what meds you take
That’s me all over.
It seems to me that I have almost no feelings. But that’s a grand improvement over the way I was before for many years and that was that I had too much, very intense feelings. And that was not good.