I don’t belong here. I don’t believe in sz, it’s a farce the health care team don’t know what they’re doing to me
Just because you don’t believe doesn’t mean it isn’t true. Stay on your meds, psychosis causes brain damage.
I’m banking on it. If they’re right I will not know it. I asked for a lobotomy today. If they can’t give me one, one way trip if all this is true
Dude, talking about suicide and contemplation is nothing but a bad thing. Think of all you would never experience again. A lobotomy just kills your brain and isn’t done anymore.
You really should go inpatient with thoughts like this.
It’s ok. I am on track. I will not let that happen again
@Joker
You’re upset with your treatment team. They haven’t supported you in ways that they should. You can receive different support, and we can help you find it.
There is no support. My old case worker is gone and no one understands me anymore
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I am going to be cured soon. You will all see. I will be free
I understand you. I promise.
You won’t be free.
The illness will overtake you. That’s not freedom.
I don’t understand why I cannot get support for my freedom. If I finish it then I will no longer have to work, pay bills or do anything else.
If the sz is true, then things will sort themselves out and there will be balance once again.
There’s too much uncertainty. Your plan might not work. You might not go insane enough. You would just lose your job, but not be ill enough to be taken care of.
Have you contacted a disability lawyer? Do you have someone who can financially support you for two years while you wait for disability and then you can pay them back when you receive it?
I am not disabled. I won’t get disability
Can you find a job that is less stressful? And that you enjoy more?
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You’re in denial. Hopefully you move toward acceptance of sz diagnosis soon. I understand, I’m in denial too. I don’t believe I have it. But suicide is not the answer just because you don’t believe you have sz. It’s not a solution. It doesn’t do anything to help your situation.
Can I ask what happened to your other job?
If you are leaving due to pressures and things that may be due to your condition…?
I personally find too much pressure or a certain environment at work very intimidating and it overwhelms me and exhausts me. I find that the stress could trigger me so I think they may understand when I say to disability that I can only do part time.
I am done with working. I don’t want another job. I am going nuclear and seeing how that goes. These people are liars lining their pockets with falsehoods and deception of vulnerable people who they take under their web of lies to consume you and treat you like a sub human
The business isn’t run by people I know anymore. I got told we’re losing our biggest client and there will be lay offs. It’s deceitful and horrible. People are losing their jobs.
I am lost