People want to be me. They are not happy with themselves and they want to be me.
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It’s your impressive name. So fancy!
We come across as free spirits sometimes. I think maybe that’s why. We don’t feel the burden of responsibilities in the same way.
This one seems like a good candidate for “unusual beliefs”
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Yo man, sound like you are having an interesting experience out there.
I’d like to know more about you so I can see why they feel this way about you.
That’s where my thought broadcasting disorder delusion always tried to take me… just jostled me around at the bottom of it…
Reason X… Reason Y!!! Reason A… … … REASON Z!!!
If you think you got most of the folks in the world jealous… you might just be feeling grandiose inside to the point where YOU ARE IGNORING AND DISREGARDING THE OPINIONS AND PSYCHOLOGICAL PILLARS OF HOW NORMAL PEOPLE THINK…
Something you might have disregarded because you know you are different… with different potentials… and the common culture doesn’t apply to you.
So in your character you are prone to lead a great deal of the populace to nodes of frustration, disgust, anguish, dismissive behaviors…
In response to acknowledging this tendency you’re subconscious schized… and in the confusion of onset and irregular hallucination at different nodes of conflict between synchronicity, stimulus, after thought… your broadcasting spread… it unified everyone into a singular common perspective and that is how you read people now…
You should accept it’s real *** in part*** so you can accept your internal experience as it is and psychologically cope and rise up in knowing it probably won’t end… and that you gotta face that “new reality” just like all the Schizophrenics… and it happens for basically “no good reason at all.”
And then also spend time… just ignoring it (like whenever you can… try to do it predominantly)… it ain’t there to other people regardless of the SZ trickery… it may be confusing but it is always going to be there for future analysis… if you don’t focus on it so much it can and will lose it’s grip on it’s sense of importance and you ability to just get back to trying to live the normal life.
It ain’t a fun life with “thought-broadcasting” It feels to cool when you’re on top of it… and then it’s an utter hell when you are just tired… it won’t go away… you’re thoughts get scrambled as you desperately reach out for help mentally…
In the end it’s just a game of the mind… whatever you can do… rise above it in whatever way you can…
Keep good relationships… don’t let the need for help with schizophrenia break them down… learn to carry yourself in public places just like normal… learn to talk to clerks and customer service folk as normal as you can… drop the battle of the long run and just try to emphasize a good solid friendly exchange…
I’ve been rolling with this for 3 years… it does get easier… Know you aren’t alone… even in delusional states… we are out here too. We suffer the same thing…
The best vengeance is living well… but don’t expect anyone to respect that you feel good just because you are succeeding in that.
Gotta be modest and accepting of who people really are… they are dumb, close-minded, assholes… they really don’t stand a chance to be otherwise…
Most people just chose to do the physical work in life… their mind was just what it was in the back ground of it…
You chose to empower your imagination and understanding… and did so for yourself without guidance…
You are indecipherable in your origins and you can not be easily related to. IT ain’t too late…
but I’d just say… drop the importance of the moment…
The best thing to do is find what acquaintances you do have… the ones that at least like you at first for a couple hours… and just try to see them every other week… and if you have multiple groups of them… juggle them in random arrangements… get the feel for the time frame and patience it takes to have a fresh and fulfilling appreciative experience with them…
Having long term plans that are enjoyable… and reliable… and even though you might be dissapointed by whatever unfolds… It’s the suspense and patience and promise of good times ahead that can really help the middle bulk of schizophrenic “over-processing” be something that just is and just happens… and while it’s contorting… it doesn’t change ■■■■about the world…
In the long run… the physical world is run by word of mouth and physical human effort… whether you get stuck believing telepathy is real or not… YOU ARE SAFE! TELEPATHY IS NOT REAL!
your ongoing set of new fears and new understandings… they won’t mean much in the long run…
The delusion that “YOU"VE FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT”… it’s a feeling… like you are on the right track in solving your schizophrenia for once… it can easily lead to an obsessive state that will guarantee a near break down… be mindful of how that feels in you… you will not figure it out by crunching through it.
You gotta respect normality and be impressed with normal human beings… they do work… they keep this place a float… you gotta drop the narrow-minded-ness behind rejecting all of them because you can see their flaws…
You know perhaps if they did have time away from keeping themselves moving forward… they to would have time to find the means of becoming as cool as you.
For some reason I thought of 'N Sync when I read this topic. 
I am you. Away with you imposter.
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The Normie’s are lined up around the block trying to get some of that good schizophrenic life…its sooo glamorous comes with fan clubs and autograph signings…
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The normies line up at Denny’s for a free dinner on their birthday, I still don’t want to be one of them.
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I hope you don’t have to deal with jealousy. Doesn’t feel good to be hated for no reason. I am not going to patronize you by saying it isn’t true. Instead I will just say I am sorry you’re dealing with it.