Ive realized like someone pointed out to me fairly accurately. I get caught up in these confused thoughts and get ‘high’ off the emotions. Feels better then being depressed, even if they are delusions of persecution and such.
I forgot that sz doesnt have to define me. I also forgot to continue to do work on myself and general upkeep with my attitude and personality. Feel like such a freak lately. Sorry if i have been acting as such on here btw.
But i see the pdoc. Hopefully it will be short and to the point.
Going to be asking him to switch my meds to:
abilify (currently have)
Escitalopram
Vraylar
Ativan (until the AD starts working)
Hopefully ill stop thinking im being watched and am moments away from being taken away and locked up. Thatd be awesome sauces.