Past visual hallucinations

I used to occasionally have pretty hectic visual hallucinations years ago. Pretty much under control now. But I always think back to this one time I went for a stroll at night through my small town and I could see jet black looking humanoid creatures on all the rooftops around me. They were bending over and around,scurrying , contorting freakishly and jumping from rooftop to rooftop. They would notice me and whisper loudly about knowing that I can see them and that I was special somehow for being able to. I actually wasn’t scared at all. I felt completely at ease at the time. Anyway it’s a memory I frequently return to ponder on. Its quite amazing to think we have the ability to create such experiences unconsciously. Anyone else have interesting hallucination memories?

I was a million percent manic and psychotic at the time obviously.

I named them all Shades. Becuase they remind me of the creatures called Shades in a game called kingdom hearts.

I put a ring on a hallucinated girl on the train once and got “married”… everyday is a hallucination/delusion memory day😑 wished my memories were real sometimes

@Abise true sorry to hear that. I probably shouldn’t make light of symptoms since a lot of people on here still currently suffer today with them.

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Yeah… wished I had been diagnosed earlier and knowledge of sz, so I could’ve dealt better🤨 back then i didn’t know it was hallucinations, I just thought I’ve obtained superpowers lol

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