How would you describe your experience living with schizophrenia?
In the very bad moments I felt myself like I was living in a hell!!
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Everything’s hard. Can’t take anything for granted. My self-esteem and confidence took a huge blow. Now everybody both guys and girls see me as easy meat. The world sure kicks you when you’re down.
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I felt that way too. For a long time.
Not even scratching the surface of my scrambled mind when my head circus is in town nor going on and on about the self hate I feel when I’m flattened and life is numb and rust brown and I’m in a negative swing…
Due to this illness… I doubt myself all the time. My self-confidence is gone mostly, I feel I’m a very easy target for everyone to pin their blame and troubles to.
Even when things are good, I doubt the situation and I second guess what happens a lot. It’s taken so much work to over come some of the other problems this head circus has hit me with.
Somethings I can let go of and just live with because I have to… other stuff like a negative swing, makes me want to give up on life.
I work hard to stay positive in action and though… (not symptoms)
I already have 4 of my favourite hero’s on this forum. There are many more but these 4 really get to me. I look up @BarbieBF for her strength and determination. I admire @Malvok’s logical view on life. I enjoy the caring comments made by @Mussel. And you @surprisedJ for being such an inspiration for me and all others. You can’t change the past, but you can make adjustments in your present for a better future. You show us all it is possible. A true leader.
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@Becca, 
- Thank you for that. Glad my strange coffee pondering could help.
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Ah shucks…
Glad to be here…glad your all here.
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I think when I feel down,everything feel bad,I vowed that I will keep a positive attitude and fighting spirit and never feel sorry for myself(because it’s a negative habit)
When things was going well for me,I feel like I never had schizophrenia,hopefully more such days would come
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