I’ve been paranoid for days, kinda. I keep thinking people are gonna stab me. I was afraid someone was going to shoot me this morning on the train. Like, I was actually worried.
Sorry for posting so much today. I hope I’m not annoying anybody. 
I just need people to talk to.
Why would you be annoying anybody? That’s why the forum is here!
I’m sorry about your paranoia giving you trouble. Do you have a PRN you can take? My paranoia was worse even for me, but my pdoc upped my Klonopin last week and it’s helping somewhat. I’ll take a 6 out of 10 rather than an 8 anytime!
Shooting is a big one for me too, I’m sorry you suffer with that.
Thanks, Shmookitty. 
I just don’t want to over-post, y’know?
I’m sorry you deal with it, too. It’s really hard sometimes when I’m by myself in public. I get scared that I’ll never see my husband again just by going to the train, etc.
I don’t have an anxiety/paranoia med, specifically. My Vraylar is supposed to help with paranoia, but I’ve been taking it late and I’ve missed it a couple of days this past week.
I don’t know why I don’t want to take my Vraylar… I don’t know… I need to figure out why I’m not wanting to take it. Hmm.
I used to be like that before I went on disability. When I still worked I used to frantically scan other cars to see which ones were following me specifically. It’s a shame because I lived in a big city when I was in remission and I used to freely take public transit anywhere I needed to go and had bus friends on various routes. Now I’ve been on disability for four years, I leave the house for 1- 3 hours a week, and I sold my car last February because I never used it.
Definitely take your Vraylar regularly or it won’t help you. That’s one thing about me, I’m meticulous about taking my med cocktail at the same time every night. My pdoc says there’s no AP that specifically targets paranoia though, so I also take Klonopin.
I hope you feel better soon!! 
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