I can’t drink coffee as it makes me feel terrible. But today was just one of those days where I didn’t care about the hangover and just needed the temporary “hit”.
I just had 1 single teaspoon of instant coffee and already feel happier than I have in ages.
I have no doubt I’ll pay for this tomorrow and feel terrible though.
I’m so sleepy I will probably make instant coffee if we have some when I feel up to getting up… Today maybe end up being a mostly mental health day… I’ll probably get my 5,400 steps so I can get my points on my app and mostly stay in bed
I’ve drank ten cups of coffee every day for most of my adult life. At this point caffeine only makes the slightest change in my moods. I think my dependence on it is mostly psychological. People tend to develop a tolerance for stimulants very quickly. One time at school I was smoking a joint with this girl, and I told her how wired I got from taking ten white crosses. She said, “Oh wow, I can remember when I could get off on ten white crosses, but that was ages ago.” When they put me on the Haldol decoate shot it made me impervious to just about all stimulants. I took thirty white crosses a couple of times, and I didn’t feel a thing. Nothing. It’s probably fortunate that it did work like that for me, because I have a very addictive personality.
i have read that coffee is good for you…so I drink it in the morning and evenings sometimes…I love it, sorry you can’t drink it. makes me happy in the morning for sure.