I know some of you experience it like this too. One day is great, productive. Even if they are rare to be had. But then you start thinking weird. And it all goes to sht.
Im going to stay on my meds i guess. People in the family talked to me yesterday and said I’m very obviously ‘off’ when not on meds.
Absolutely. Its gotten to the point where I feel dread on my good days because I know itll all come crashing down at some point in the near future. Hang it there and ride those waves, its rough seas but we can all make it through
@TomCat Sorry to hear that. Are there any good times at all at least?
I don’t have good times but I am holding down a job. I guess that means I can function but I never feel really well. It’s the same blah every day.
I think it’s just schizophrenia. Nature of the beast. Goes with the territory I believe.
I still have a lot to be thankful for. I have a family, a nice home and I can pretty much eat whatever I want to. If I want to go out to eat everyday I can do that.
Well, that’s how my days used to go. But now I have occasional bad mornings that usually turn better as the day unfolds and my days have many ups and downs.