I rested a bit… but not enough. Can’t sleep right now.
Today my mind was racing with many thoughts… almost thought I was pre-psychosis. I recognize the signs: it starts with many thoughts at once and being irritable.
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I took a noon nap,
and I’m about to nap again
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Sleep usually helps.
I agree with om a emergency medication sounds good to have.
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Darn insomnia!
Slept about a hour.
Been up all night otherwise.
It’s 3 am and I’m wide awake.
Don’t think I will sleep any more tonight so I got up and am making some tea.
I’m going for a interview next week to see if I will start volunteering again.
See how I go.
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Slept 8 hours, now awake… but wanting to get back to bed. Don’t want to be awake as then the voices start.
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I’m having a really fun day. About to land in sin city, which is funny because i’m having hell delusions today. I get triggered and read too far into things and then that triggers what you would call a “trumanomatrix” web of associated delusions.
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I only slept one hour last night.
Yeah darn insomnia.
It is a beautiful cold sunny winter day here today.
My dog has had his breakfast and been out.
Hope you guys feel better soon.
I want to sleep sleep sleep when I don’t feel well.
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Hope you can get some sleep. I have issues sleeping but nothing like that
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Thank you 
Yeah it’s pretty bad.
Thankfully I’m not feeling to bad this moment.
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I am eating a pizza at 4 am. 
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I just had a couple of hamburgers and fries. Now I’m drinking coffee.
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Good morning guys!
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Good morning… already having coffee… ran out of cigarettes, now vaping.
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I had the second coffee.
It’s too hot today.
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How hot is it? here it is 18 degrees outside, but inside is 24.
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38-40° today.
Really hot.
I’m gonna sit under the A C
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Sup om! How is life going?
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I fear cameras today.
But no voices.
You?
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Idk man. I’m in california right now waiting for starbucks to open up. I had some really good mexican street food last night and i need to get a workout in. But in terms of my symptoms i’m doing a lot better. The cbd is helping, but it is an antipsychotic so if i miss a dose i really notice it.
Anyway, my thought that this is somehow a conspiracy is going away. I have to just accept that some things don’t make sense and never will, but that doesn’t mean that everybody is in on something. So yeah, i’m doing better… i just have to expend effort and give everyone the benefit of the doubt and be logical. Even if some part of me thinks that a coincidence is weird, i have to write it off as coincidence or else i go crazy. It sucks that i’ll never know some things but i just have to accept it
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