Hello, the sun is murdering me.
Me too, my friend.
Sun is killing me.
Sun evaporates and steals my thoughts.
Sun is black magic and one eyed whore.
I have a close relationship
with Lucifer, Louisa and 27000 demons
Thinking back my disability hearing,
I realize that the most serious
reason for approval, according
to them, was the then 10 voices.
Now i have 11.
I wonder how many will i have
at the next hearing in two years.
When i take this benzo
my mouth has a foul taste
During some magical moments.
When everything seems transparent
and clear and easy and understood,
I feel that it’s a great day to die.
That’s why 2years ago i took
two handfuls of benzos
This is suicide not out of depression.
But out of fullness, if i say it correctly.
@Italy2010 who is IRA thing going?
Everything fine now?
What’s the biology behind being surprised
and being unable to proceed?
I’m always surprised by life.
I dont believe it.
Everything is so perfect
that makes me seek other explanations.
Such as trumanomatrix.
Maybe i am dead
Is it external voices or are they in your head?
Both. Mainly inside.
voice calling my name
Metaphysical bells ringing
Phone goes off
In my head are extremely complex religious system
Sorry to hear that bud stay strong
Are you symptoms free?
The two friends in the area
don’t want to go out.
But I want.
I will take my car,
I will take my headphones,
I will go to a café
and enjoy a cold espresso
(fredo espresso, as we call it.)
Are you sure you are stable enough to go out with friends? Do they know that you have this illness?
Of the two old classmates friends
only the woman knows.
The man does not.
I will go out alone today.
I don’t have the strength to pretend
that i am ok, or contribute to
the discussion of others.