Om's Madhouse 3

Unusual Beliefs
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My schizophrenia started with a voice whispering “crazy, lunatic”. Afterwards there were delusions, tv was talking about me, my cat was a robot etc. And then eloquent voices.

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Voices make comments even on my fantasies. If I imagine that I am eating, a voice will say “don’t eat you fat ■■■■■■■”. If I imagine that I am sleeping, a voice may say “wake up”

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I am willing to follow you my master.

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Lol. I’m just kidding bro

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Lol I always read the posts in Oms Madhouse. It’s a good post.

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The nice voice told me a bedtime story once while I was falling asleep. I got images too, they went with the story. Sad that a lot of my memories are of voice stuff. I gotta get out more.

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Really? Did it say a lullaby?

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It did, but it wasn’t on the same day it told me a story. It sang me “Hush Little Baby, Don’t you Cry.” The one that goes “and if that mocking bird don’t sing, mama’s gonna buy you a diamond ring.”

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I’m peeking into this thread. How are you @Om_Sadasiva?
My voices seem to be quiet right now, thanks to my antipsychotic meds.
I also have a hallucination that acts as an “assistant” to all of my hallucinations.

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I’m fine. Saner than ever. Minor delusions, infrequent voices. I am good. What about you?

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I’m glad to hear that you’re alright!
I’m okay. I was hallucinating this fairly new hallucination yesterday, but other than that, I’ve been having paranoia again. But it’s not too severe for me to be concerned at this moment. I will keep you updated.

Do you suffer from paranoia as well?

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Yes, sometimes. Mainly aliens spying on me and cameras. But I am well lately

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I’m glad to hear that you are doing well. My trauma makes me extremely paranoid, all the time. I find it the most difficult thing to deal with.

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Paranoia is not the worst symptom I have.
TV delusions are the worst thing lately

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Voice told me that she’s spiritually weak and told me to meditate. I get something different every day that’s progressing to something.

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So did you meditate?

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I’m not really into that. Maybe I’ll do at some point

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Mine don’t give names

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How many are they?