Sorry I keep going on about this but a colleague of mine just passed a weird comment about me and this other colleague and it made me blush I think they’ve sensed my thoughts 
What was the comment?
I can’t write that here it was weird
It seems there is a lot of neurotic thinking concerning your job. Maybe you’re better off not working, or at least talking to a therapist.
What does that mean I am absolutely fine. My GP Today reduced my dose again to 5mg every other day
Try thinking something about them that they’d be likely to react to and see if they can sense your thoughts
Considering a diagnosis of a psychotic illness, perhaps a GP is not the ideal person to manage meds. What I said is what I mean…even you admitted earlier that you’ve had a lot of trouble at work with other people. You don’t sound very confident; otherwise these little interactions wouldn’t be so hard on you. Take a step back and ask yourself if your self-esteem and psyche are not too fragile. I see a lot of the same complaints from you, but no change.
Lol I don’t literally mean I think they know what I’m thinking of course not. I think my body language and the way I talk I’ve given it away that I like this person at work.
Yeah you’re right. It was the pdoc who went to the Gp told them to take me off. I guess you know more though
Oh. Well yeah that’s totally possible. When one person likes another they tend to make it apparent without realizing it. Maybe he/she digs you too. Lol
I don’t understand this sentence. Your pdoc told your GP to change your meds? Maybe you’re not suffering from schizophrenia or whatever your diagnosis is?
I’m in the Uk. I went to the pdoc. He said I can come off those meds gradually and he’ll tell the GP how to help me. I have sza and I have experienced no psychosis since 2010 April and I’ve only had one psychotic episode so who knows ???
Was the comment sexual?
If so, don’t be surprised. When it comes to women’s objectification, we didn’t move far from cave people.
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As I recall, you’ve attempted the no meds thing before, and you had to go back on them - at least once. Doesn’t sound like you’re being honest with yourself, OR you continue to have issues but won’t address them. Shrug.
So they our it down to withdrawals I was never off them long enough
Again, an unintelligible sentence. You had “withdrawals” from Abilify that caused you to go back on it? That’s not how antipsychotics generally work, but who the hell knows with how weird Abilify is. If you come off an AP and have the “withdrawal” of having sza symptoms, then that means you should be on them in the first place. I’m not going to go around and around with you. This is my last comment on the topic.
This is how it works with my doctors, too. My pdoc instructs my gp on what to prescribe. I was really flummoxed by it the first time, but my gp didn’t seem the least bit surprised.
Exactly. I never said I wAnted to be off meds we’ve agreed on alternatives if I do become manic or depressed.