I miss being manic. I’ve only been manic once for a few months. About 11 years ago. I felt like a god damn super hero. I was so quick at responding to things, I was so fearless at saying whatever I wanted, and I had so much energy and I lost lots of weight.
Most of the time it takes me so long to get around to doing anything and I sleep so much.
There were definitely downsides too like impaired judgements and being more unstable. But sometimes I wish I could feel it again.
Just remember being manic doesn’t stay feeling good forever. It becomes a really horrible experience eventually
Im manic and let me tell you its awful for me right now
I don’t get euphoric when I’m manic, I experience what’s called dysphoria, which means I get hella irritable, hypersensitive, and very hostile. I hate it. I’ve never experienced the euphoric type of mania.
This is what im experiencing though i keep rapidly flipping between euphoria and dysphoria
I havent had euphoric mania in a while. Its fun if it stays below a certain height lol. Hypomania
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