I want to make it clear that I never intend to be creepy or strange around people. I just become paranoid of them often after I inform them of my diagnosis.
I have a friend who I basically became terrified of. I told her with out using the name, some of the symptoms I experience so she could understand why I did something. I often expect people to lash out at me. She didn’t(no one ever has).
My mind began running over why. It with voices came to the conclusion that she was waiting until I was comfortable to kill me. She is very religious but in a non-traditional way. I recall telling her to “not send her people after me” many times while I was paranoid.
My meds where changed and we made up after I pretty much offended her, accused her of secret societies, and trying to kill me many times. We are on good terms now.
How does one stop this from happening in the future? How to prevent having the mind latch on to a select few and obsess over them???
----Please note that I would never harm a living thing unless in defense. I only have and had the intentions of self-preservation.