Obsessed with dying

I had to risk getting flagged. One of my hugest problems is thinking about the day when everything will be okay, the Afterlife. I’ve given up being happy here on earth and my only hope is another reality. I probably don’t care about other people being all right, it’s a selfish and greedy desire.

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Ive been suffering from the same thing lately.

I think it’s unhealthy to think this way.

If there is an afterlife, it could be worse than this life anyway, so it’s probably a good idea to make the best of this life.

I’m not going to flag you but this type of discussion is almost inevitably going to turn into a religious discussion, so I can’t guarantee how long this topic will stay open.

Dying, unfortunately, is an inevitable part of life. This life only lasts so long so I hope that you will try to enjoy it as best you can, keeping in mind that it is limited in duration.

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There are too many people, making people miserable. It’s not normal, what they do. It will probably take years for all people to be treated fairly.

“If you know what life is worth,
Then you will look for yours on Earth.”
-Bob Marley, Get Up, Stand Up

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I’m obsessed with living, I just don’t wanna die yet, if ever

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I think existence after you die is the same as before you were born…nothingness. So I try to be happy in this life.

Mark Twain said it well…

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Death is scary.

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I don’t want to die yet either.

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Yea I get you,

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I think the idea is that the more you pour into this life, the more you’ll get out of the next life.

Idk if I like the idea of an after life.

It’s like, my body will be decayed.

So I get the feeling of like a dream like after life state

And that reminds me of psychosis

And like just not being in control as my body is decayed.

To me it’s just about living life to the full, enjoying it. I think that should be the priority, for me.

And Indirectly I hope that leaves a positive effect on earth when I die, even if I’ve just helped one person, a little

Having said that, as I lay dying I can imagine praying for a heaven lol.

I welcome the end when it comes…not afraid in the least.

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When it comes to the end i hope im surrounded by young flirty attractive nurses.

Suicidal Ideation is a symptom for me and I struggle with it. It’s constant throughout my life for long periods of time. Other times I get relief from it.

But it definitely can get to the point of obsession and get dangerous. If you’re having long term ideation. Its good to get it addressed with your medical/health/psych team.

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Jinx you are right in the first part of your post this life is like a time of exam and according what we say and what we do we will face our destiny wether heaven or hell by the power of the god and at the same time we could live a good time in this life too by making good choices like being close to good close to good people resetting our medications with a good doctor stoping comparing our selfs to other people stopping concentrating on our troubles and starting concentrating in our gifts studying something we like helping people letting go seeking perfection but doing best what we can do with harming ourselves …etc best wishes for you