I cycled into a deep depression earlier today out of the blue and had suicidal thoughts enter my head again.
Because I’m a rapid cycler the deep depression lasted for about 2 hours.
Now I’m moderately depressed but could swing into a deeper depression or mania any moment now.
Should I contact my psychiatrist to add another mood stabilizer like low dose lamictal?
I refuse to increase the Depakote dose.
Or should I wait it out and see what happens?
I hate this ■■■■■■■ illness.