I think the punk kid two houses down can hear me while I’m inside my apartment when he’s outside. Like an animals instincts.
99.99% of punk kids can’t hear a parent screaming at them in the same room because their Bluetooth earbuds are cranked. You can stop worrying about it man.
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@77nick77. Do you let your pdoc know when you’re having these kinds of thoughts? If you’re experiencing an increase in feelings of suspicion or paranoia, you should let your pdoc know.
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He started me on Seroquel. I guess I need it because sometimes when the neighbors bang their dishes around it seems like they are doing it a little bit to bug me.
I’m not supposed to get paranoid? Two weeks ago I bugged the guy upstairs and he came as close as you can get to attacking me. It meant we will not talk or have anything to do with each other but last night at 11:00 pm him and the other as*hole neighbor had a loud discussion right outside my living room window talking loudly about how much they dislike me and had a good laugh about how he cussed me out.
I have the two evil sadistic ladies next door who launched a year long campaign of driving me crazy and I didn’t realize until exactly two weeks ago that the whole farce was so now they act like they can kick my ass.
A year ago, I was getting a little confidence and not hurting anybody or bugging any one and the guy upstairs decided he didn’t want that to happen so I got threatened whenever I displayed any life or control, he acted like that’s how life works and that he had the right to stamp it out when it had nothing to with “life” except for his own selfish reasons, I could go on…
It is a delusion. The idea that your neighbours would conspire to treat you badly is very little likely. They probably don’t even know each other that well.
I had a neighbour that thought they guy above him laid the speakers of his stereo facing down through the floor and played loud music just to annoy him. But it was not so. I lived next door to him and never heard anything like that.
The mind plays tricks on us. I think the way to combat it is to find a medication that works and also try to keep busy and get out of the house for a while each day to avoid cabin fever.
I hope the seroquel makes a difference. Best of luck with it.
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As schizophrenics, we can take stuff to the ‘Nth’ degree.
Some of what you describe is most likely happening…the rest should be discussed with your doctor before it spirals out of control.
That punk kid 2 houses down cannot hear you inside of your apartment.
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