Nothing is real anymore

I don’t know anymore am I real or not? My depression is severe and Alien is trying to control me. I’m playing with the knife again. I can’t cope and now I contacted my pdoc and tried to make an appointment and he says I should consider admission to hospital. What??! No! Not again! No! Maybe I just need to up my amisulpride. … I can’t go again… please no…

If it’s the best for you to keep you safe, maybe you should go.
I know you don’t like hospitals, but sometimes they are the best and safest option so you don’t hurt yourself.

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The most important thing is for you to stay safe. I know you don’t like the hospital but sometimes it’s for the best. I hope you feel better soon.

I don’t think I’m a danger to myself. I only play i don’t cut much. Why do I do it? I don’t know. Maybe it’s Alien controlling me…

But if you go they could adjust your meds in a safe setting where you’d be take care of while they see if you’re having effects from the altered doses.

And if Alien keeps trying to control you, it sounds like you could become a danger to yourself.

Stay safe

There’s probably nothing wrong with me. Everything is an illusion.

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@Hadeda Sounds like you are delusional and hallucinating again. Could you increase the med if you don’t want to be admitted into the hospital?

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