Not feeling like myself need help

Feel really not like myself, there is someone in my body and feel like she’s underneath my skin, just laughed for no apparent reason and she might think I don’t take my mind seriously but I sadly do. My eyes feel so tired. This is not a healthy feeling. It’s not good for my health.

Did you have any stressor just now? It sounds like something set you off.

Just having people in my mind confuse and scare me but some tell me I’m going to be alright. I hope so. Things come out of my mind that aren’t my thoughts and are intrusive. Just want to have my own mind. Feel lost and hate seeing things that aren’t there.

Don’t want to think of anything perverted although it is someone doing this to me.

Saying things I don’t mean.

It’s not you, it’s just the disease. Do you have an “as needed” med you can take during these times? If not, maybe ask doc for one?

Did already. Thank you.

It could be good to talk to your dr about this.

I also have not felt like myself.
I think whoever was in my body broke up my relationship with my best friend I had.
I feel emotions that are actually not mine.

It used to be some one malicious and cruel to me who made my body get up to mischief but it was not me…
As shaggy sings “it wasn’t me”…
But it actually was not.

Other day I felt intenseness and hysteria but I felt like I was feeling some one else.

As a child I was mostly empty in my body and my spirit n energy was not in my body but I had apathy n suffered immensely.

As a teenager some thing destructive and upset was with in me.

As a adult these people ruined relationships and put my body in mischief and danger against my will but I was not home (in my body) .

I have thought if those who commit suicide are actually possessed by someone else who makes them do it cause who would kill them self but who possesses them might make them think it’s there “I” and will…

This has been a problem of mine my whole life.

Hope you will get help and feel better soon.:tulip: