Do understand some folks who hear the voices will follow orders from the voices in order to be okay - like stalk new victims to harass them about something private, trespass, vandalize, date specific person with intention of abuse, use their work to harm customers, harass/scheme coworkers…This is called gang stalking or cause stalking. You need to be aware of this coping strategy of some closet schizos and google it, read up. Some of the stories are confused and some are well stated.
Next, psych doctors will not help you with this. They call it delusional and refuse to assist. Delusional only means “I won’t discuss this” and takes the victims from confused to insane when strangers start to bother them. We will call this ‘social problems’ of schizo…This policy of psych care is murder and fraud but the policy stands without any challenge from govt. What this means to you? You cannot show any anger or frustration with your mental care staff or you will be forced into the mental hospital at your own expense for month sometimes…If you don’t like your care, switch doctors.
Teachers, employers, church members, social group peoples will gang stalk and as a female, sometimes they only want to use you for sexual needs and do not care what they do to you. This is another terrible discovery of the world and another tool to use to make things harder for women…As you age, I would recommend you not give out a last name or email containing your name or a website username someone could google to limit unwanted attention.
Worst of the ‘social problems’ of schizo are gangs as I mentioned but these gangs are frequently well-to-do families with a family history of sexual abuse…These kind will try WAY too hard to make friends, tell too many stories with too much content missing to be possible (until the terrible part of the story is disclosed to you) and these kind will brag about illegal activity. If you had anyone making threats in your presence prior to the voices starting, you have the wrong people in your church or school. If you are new to town or school, these kind will try to give you mental problems to harm you…You have to quit talking to these, do not return emails, calls or even answer the door…You cannot talk to any of their friends. Some of the psych care is telling victims showing PTSD symptoms of flashbacks to violent stories on only just the topic of one family or group of people that their memories are false and telling the victim to return to the topic of the memories…This got some girl on this board sexually assaulted and the psych doctor claimed her to be incompetent so the cops refused to press charges leaving this poor lady harassed in public all the time by her abuser. If you are in a school or church with a similar situation, I strongly recommend you ask your parents to change your location like use online school or change churches…If you have to remain in the same school, I would NEVER attend any of the social events except in the company of trusted friends and NEVER any of the drinking events because this is where things will get out of hand. If you do not discuss this group’s problems, sometimes your own psychiatric symptoms will get better if you NEVER talk to yourself aloud or follow orders from the voices. I would stick my head in a book and get a scholarship to a school outside the area…You will survive this.
College professors will mistreat people who got mental care and sometimes the Disability Support Services department is not available as the new policy of mental care doctors is to discredit a patient new to the area and doctor instead of intervene to protect your GPA and class success. Get a doctors’ note from your previous mental care before you move to go to school…Also try to take 2-3 classes online paying cash before you get a Federal Student Loan for classes because if the instructor mistreats you resulting in a drop or class failure, you will be required to pay back loans immediately.
Some people will approach a person they want to date with a piece of information private to the you…Many of these persons are VERY abusive as they will follow orders from the voices without any consideration to what will happen to you including battery, financial ruin, cheating abuse…I strongly recommended you stick to old friends for dating purposes (using Facebook) or wait a long time to see if the person is acting crazy (gang stalking) before you date.
Things will get better…Realizing this crap is the REAL situation in the world is the hardest part. Understanding what is wrong with a lot of other people (gang/cause stalking) is second hardest. Keeping yourself okay is easier if you realize it all…
With the psych meds, I strongly recommend you stay away from the white carbs/potato/sugar cravings and only eat 3 times daily with protein, vegetables, dairy and fruit to keep the weight gain under control. Understand a lot of doctors are still prescribing risperdal consta without explaining bad side effects like menstrual stoppage, lactation and frigidity in female and breast development, lactation and erectile dysfunction in males plus irritable bowl syndrome…Seroquel is a nice drug choice to be cut up and taken at night time to assist with insomnia if you get no other result from the other anti-psychotics…I recommend you work back into your previous workout choices to keep the depression away and consider yoga for mind/body/anxiety control…You may like NAMI support groups or your local day program for friend possibilities but do not give into the group demands for illegal activities if any exist as it will ruin all your potential to work successfully/self support financially if you get into legal problems.
I gave up Christian faith after being used for labor so many times but demands for money, time, service never satisfied, then group took to verbally harassing me in front of pastor/other parishioners without comments. I also gave up on voting (although you need to keep your driver’s license and voter registration card addresses current or some have been served with arrest warrant for not showing for jury duty)…this is local torture for someone who moved a lot of times due to whatever. Too much of politics is shady deals, smoke/mirrors, fraud, financial fraud and no way a person could EVER make an informed decision about a candidate so no need to waste my time. This is how I am okay…I’m 40 yo…I’ve heard the voices for 10 years now without relief from the meds after meeting a wealthy woman who said she was going to let her sex abuser screw my brain out…I worked for 15 years before the nervous break and continued to work part-time, go to school and live alone after nervous break. I have relationships and friends…plus met a lot of screwed up folks.