means I can be loud 
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I went psychotic before while I lived in an apartment. After that a lot of my neighbors moved out and wouldnât look me in the face! 
I canât imagine how much noise I made those nights!
If the loudness doesnât bother you, thatâs great. Loud music and talking causes me to have symptoms.
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Yeah same here. There is an odd voice that I only hear when Iâm in there. Sounds like a TV or radio host of sorts. Goes on for hours and I canât make out a word. To consistent to be anything real. To real though to be in my mind. Donât know what to make of it.
I feel Iâm the loud one in my apartmentâŚblasting musicâŚi try to use headphones for porn. But sometimes I can hear the neighbors through the walls but RARELY, so they must always hear me and my loud music.
Sometimes, I have lay my head upon my pillow and heard noise/music that wasnât there. Once in an apartment complex, I thought I heard noise/music from my upstairs neighbor that was driving me to utter distraction. I went upstairs to ask him to turn it down and he didnât have a radio, tc, or cd playing. I felt totally embarrassed and apologized profusely. Lately, I havenât too much trouble with this; although, I live on the first floor of an apartment building. However, I keep my tv playing all night long. I just turn down some so it doesnât bother me. I guess the noise of the tv is comforting to me. I also sleep with the light on. I am petried of total darkness and feel I am suffocating in it. I also see figures and shapes in the dark and it scares me .I have been doing this for about fifteen years. No one will sleep in the same room with me anymore; except my cat. It doesnât bother me at all. I like my solitude, except for my loving cat, when sleeping!
My cat was bugging the hell out of me all night. He just didnât want to feel alone in a new place. He has taken to hiding under the bed.
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Too cute!
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When I first got my cat last October; she was scared and immediately went to hide in the corner of the closet. I woke up that night to go to the bathroom and went to look for her. She was not there! I looked all over the apartment. I went back to bed. When, I got up the next morning, I went to look for her. I couldnât find her anywhere! I looked all over my apartment, got sick, and paniced.I had not been outside at all. The people I got her from said she did not like the outdoors. About 4pm that afternoon, I went into the bathroom. For some reason, I opened one the drawers at the sink and screamed. There was something furry in that drawer and that was her! What a relief! I had not lost my new friend. When she gets scared, she goes to her drawer in the bathroom. Many times, she anticipates my leaving and goes to the drawer in the bathroom Today, I had to leave for an appointment and went to look for her as I do put her in the bathroom when I leave a long period of time. She is so smart! She was already in the bathroom drawer. Right now, she is eating her dinner. Her food stinks, but, she is happy and quiet. I do love her though. She is my very very best friend and we get long like we were meant to be together always!
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My beloved cat looks like your picture, Bipolar Bear, except she has amber colored eyes. She is so soft, furry and very beautiful. Sometimes, when I see her. I say âhey Beautiful!â if I am not calling her âNoisy Butt!â
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I canât even eat out in restaurants because of music and conversation noise. TV drives me crazy. Traffic noise too and jets.
**Congrats on your new place Bryan! 
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