they are real ppl they talk like in chat
i talk they reply they talk i reply they talk to my thoughts
they dont leave thought without they know them
sometime i think with unclear sentence they know these even !!!
they say they can know even if i lie …like lie detection devices in intelligence !!! but in thoughts
so they are real ppl
they can control me …i know this is delusion of control
but what happening in my mind seeming like they are real ppl
anyone can give me insight on this and say they are real ppl or not ??
my voices interrogate me and doubt me i m spy
sometime they say you will become spy
sometime they say we want to torture you with sex like nowdays
i feel my thoughts is imprisoned by intelligence
sometime i feel they have chairs and living in my head lol
during relapse
they are like strong flood i cant stop them
i doubt if someone can stop them
i heard that halodol can stop them …may be this is true
i m just waiting 14 days to see my doctor coz i have no such money to see my doctor every short time
for me voices in the my head feels like real people too, it may be my fancy thinking also if l find some gal good-looking and she pops up with sentences in my head, sometimes it feels more real than other times, and sometimes its louder. I am just hopeless, and am immobilaze and just live my life without any risk thats why l am never gonna get a spouse and end up forevar alone. Sad, sad existence.