i hope it works out for you @Joker i had similar experience. Psychology for my sz was useless, but when it came to helping me with the traumatic birth i had, i found it very useful.
Me too not visited a psychologist for many years. I feel only for recovery we need to go. My last psychologist gave me a stunner say I need to either end my self or be average or be successful.
My entire focus went on the first. Then decided no more and I invested self in psychology learning courses.