Totally unexpected but I guess it was coming. I took up my writing again and sent off article to newspaper about dairy cows factory farming. Then this morning I emailed them again and told them to cancel publication. Because I was scared I’d make enemies who’d come kill me or my husband.
Then in mosque it blew out of proportion. I saw two young guys come into ladies section and sit behind screen. I developed a severe bout of paranoia as I believed these two men had guns and we’re part of a gang sent to shoot us. The imam was talking in his sermon about rapes and killings and it crossed my mind he was probably in the plot too. I was terrified and cried a lot to God. I almost got up and left before prayers began. Wtf is wrong with me???
On top of that Alien spoke to me saying I must get out and leave and when I didn’t he insulted me and said I’m crazy b***h.
God I’m so tired now!
So it seems my sza hasn’t left forever it was just dormant waiting for a time to strike me again. I feel the whole world is out to get me!!!
Only for a few months but I did have some mild symptoms like thought insertion. Last year was in hospital three times and then from April I got better and more stable. From June I was well.
It’s all off and on
At least you are lucky you made it to the mosque. Cuz everytime on my way there crazy things happens. Anyway, did you stop taking meds? Maybe that is the reason behind what is happening!!
Well it’s good you are aware of this. Call your psychiatrist and talk to them about it. Maybe you need new medicine. I’ve been having similar problems (delusions and hallucinations). I’m starting on Invega Sustenna soon.