He and his daddies are living abroad this year and they won’t be able to make it to the states to see us.
That makes me sad.
But it’s also just a big reminder of the struggle I have with his adoption.
I know I made the right decision, I have no doubts about that.
I think it’s just normal to wonder what could have been.
He’s also getting older and asking a lot more questions.
He’s getting closer to the age where he’ll be asking the super tough ones.
It’s just a rough time for me.
I’m making him a nice birthday present and that makes me feel good.
I wish there were more resources for birthmothers.