I feel animated. It is just I rarely receive satisfaction from verbally talking to anyone. Social awkwardness maybe.
I am in a state where my eyes are on my chin and I watch what I say.
For example neighbors across the street is it too awkward to say hi to them they rarely do with me and we are only about 50ft away.
My neighbor back yard bbq his food he is only 50 ft away I mean what is the point of saying hi. Seems to get me in trouble.
On occasion I do talk but god made it so complex, like a lot of things going on with the body during communication like nerves.
It definitely is a side effect of seroquel. I just find that I lack excitement to say hi and follow up. My ball never gets rolling.
English sucks I sound totally uninteresting using it. Different languages I fare better. Animals like dogs what they can do is bark at a walking stranger where as I would never say hi to the stranger.
At walmart social awkwardness is plentiful. I think people are a little threatened at least thst is their view.
I never been great at talking to people at a coffee shop. My style of communicating is typing and yelling loud I guess. So people feel my presence. But that is just not the norm of talking.
It sends vibrations to everyones limbic system. But why cant I be that person keeping my vocal level lower and have content to speak about.
I guess its mostly BS. I am afraid to try. The illness made me that way when I was 10 years old I had many friends like 6 friends come to my birthday party.
Things change so stale and plain. Like I gave up hope. The way people view me has been fixed. I need to turn up conciously on how to voice out. For whatever it means. Thanks.
Do what you have to don’t stress about it. Most of the time people got nothing but mundane ■■■■ to talk about. I get the nerves in social situations. Body is shaking inside not knowing what to do. Take a step back relax, pay attention. Difficult when they’re drabbling on. It should only get easier with time.
Thanks I will do that. Not worth stressing about it at all. Just bs that crosses my mind. Is that a metatron cube for your avatar? Looks cool. The 5 basic shapes of the universe. Pyramid in architecture I guess. It was how a lot of great thinkers used geometrical shapes.
I know what you mean about the neighbors its a weird situation and you want to be polite but you don’t want to talk to each other all the time its your haven.
people meet at plaaces like mental health support groups work college etc its hard for us guys just if you walk past someone just smile and say hi (if it feels right). that’s enough you seem like a nice guy to me so don’t quit trying.
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I was born an only child so I think I tolerated lonliness better without being cognizant of it. As I progress without much people connection it sort of turns my outlook into the outdoor practices.
Where things are solitaire and quiet. Nature has much friendship to offer if you look at it that way. I think people react to the indiviuals we are. And I cannot help if I am lacking in areas of the mind that govern social ability. It is something as schizophrenics we put in our minds and learn to be.
We should our focus on things we can afford to carry out I mean some things cost more than others but taking walks in nature the free stuff can bring a piece of mind and learning to deal with a false sense of paranoia
I have 6 indoor cats that make great companions, they understand more than most people do. Plus I’m learning another language since my husband is also learning english.
Talk is overrated.