I’m having major ups and downs but I feel like there is something that got really deep inside my mind that I can’t get rid of. It’s also related to a somewhat complicated religious belief so I won’t go into details about what it is but I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it, or that it is a problem that no one can fix. It’s a very helpless and frustrating feeling.
He’s at least highly displeased with me. So yours is nothing like that? I guess I’m superimposing my beliefs and situation on you. I’m here for you. It’s your topic, not mine.